I pulled a muscle in my arm in kung fu tonight, it really sucks. It basically just hurts whenever I extend my arm, which kind of happens a lot. I guess I learned my lesson about hyperextending when I block I guess.
I got my tax return check in the mail, 500 bucks is cool. I would thank the government if they didn't take it from me in the first place.
There's this girl at work that likes me and I think she is pretty cool, but I feel bad because I kind of just... don't really think i'm ready to be in a relationship. I feel like I need to persue things in my life that are important to do before I get into a relationship. They are time consuming and they take time away from other things that you could be doing... Am I crazy? Lots of guys like to gauge their personal worth on whether or not they have a girlfriend, but right now I kind of don't care at all. That is another reason why I don't think I'm ready for a relationship, I don't think I could dedicate time to it and I don't think I could care enough about it to make it work. It sounds terrible but it is true.
Now I am going to go to sleep and hope my arm doesn't hurt as much when I wake up.
Posted by at June 22, 2005 01:50 AMYeah,i think that figuring out whats going on, and thinking of yourself first is prolly the direction you should go before getting involved with girls.
Posted by: Nick at June 22, 2005 03:15 AMYeah, I've felt the same way for awhile now. There's no reason to judge your personal worth on a girlfriend though, so meh.
Interestingly enough, I've actually been thinking about asking a girl out, but I'll probably chicken out, so busy right now with a million things.
Hope your arm gets to feeling better, hyper-extension sucks.
Posted by: JP at June 22, 2005 08:27 AMYeah, I wasn't saying that I in particular judge my personal worth on whether or not I have a girlfriend... I'm just saying that there are lots of guys out there who need to validate their masculinity by being in a relationship. Can't really blame them though, considering it's kind of part of our nature to go around and procreate. it's just that, after the last relationship I was in, I realized that there were some steps I needed to take before trying to get into another relationship... Like going to school, getting my own place, generally having a life of my own.
Posted by: joe at June 22, 2005 03:19 PMI dont think anyone we know (or LAN with at least) feels like that. Most of us are pretty much the same on that subject.
Posted by: Token at June 22, 2005 03:44 PM