Cycopl

hi

hi, it's 5am and I'm not tired, so I think I'll update.

I have been really good lately. I don't know what triggered this sudden trend of feeling good every day, but every day is awesome. I've been enjoying work lately, even when I work in the concession stand. I've just been having fun, it's almost like most of the people that I work with look up to me, and the ones who don't look up to me treat me with respect. Can't complain about that much, the money's not good but whatever...

Anyway, I've been listening to a lot of metal lately. It's kind of revitalized me, it's given me a new feeling of vitality, like I just wanna run around and spread the word of metal, and wear metal shirts and headbang and stuff. I also like to brag about how metal I am. I am so incredibly metal, it's just crazy. I love metal so much. I am metal.

So, I think I lost a lot of weight over the past five or six months. Like, maybe about 50 pounds. Give or take. No low-carb diets were done, just kind of watching what I eat, get some good exercise in two or three times a week, that's all I did. I used to think that maybe getting in shape would be a 24/7 dedication affair, but it's way easier than that. I'm sure that exercising every day would get you really fit really fast, but it also would probably get you pretty burnt out on the whole process and end up stopping the whole exercise thing altogether.

As a result of that though, I think I might be hot now. Like a hot sexy guy. I've had quite a few females come to me and comment on my weight loss and how good I look. THIS IS FLATTERING, people who know me know that flattering me isn't good because I take it too seriously and get really conceited. Like right now. But in some ways, I feel I have the right to be conceited... Some of you might remember that girl that I was crying over a few months ago. Welp, I saw her at work and kind of tried to avoid her because I'm not really interested in her anymore and didn't really want to talk to her. But she approached me and talked to me. It was kind of funny, I acted really distant and uninterested, and she wanted my phone number. Then she called me that night at like midnight and we talked for about two hours... she wanted me to call her back.

That was like four days ago. I never called her back.

And it feels kind of great.

Posted by at April 7, 2005 05:52 AM