so i figure if i play ffxi all day i can forget about all of the shit im pissed about but then theres the problem of getting off of ffxi and getting pissed about shit again
i live a sad uneventful life
fortunately im to the point now where im bored of feeling sad and i'm just annoyed at myself and i'm restless and just want to do something, anything, to keep me from thinking
Posted by at January 23, 2005 04:15 AMdon't worry joe, we all feel like that at times.
sometimes it is good to think about the things though, try and figure them out.
I hope your hand is feeling better, and that the stuff you are angry about comes to some sort of solution ^^
Posted by: JP at January 23, 2005 01:20 PMI know the feeling. BUT- use it. Find something to do, use it to motivate yourself. That's what I try to do. I'm not always successful though :)
Posted by: Zach at January 24, 2005 11:25 PMI know exactly how you feel. I usually see if anyone is awake so i could just get out of the house and hang out with friends, but sometimes its just really late at night and everyone is out and it really sux. I usually turn to some type of hobby or some side project i have just so i can stay occupied. I do anything from researching stuff to writing. Right now since i am in the middle east i really have to turn to the side projects a lot. Lately, I have been writing a little of my own philosophy. Its sounds kind of funny, but i just kind of try to solve impossible problems. Things that not everyone really sits and thinks about. Questions like: the meaning of life, how to cure cancer, what would have to happen do this or that. It calms my mind so that i can go to sleep, or just kills time.
Posted by: Maxdaddy2001 at January 27, 2005 08:47 AM