Cycopl

gray

i was just brushing my teeth and looking at myself in the mirror when i was doing it, and i noticed that i have gray hair. like, a lot of gray hair, all over my head. i don't know about you but i think that's awesome. i always wanted gray hair, i'm not even kidding. after i finished brushing my teeth, they hurt pretty bad (actually they hurt before i started brushing) so i took my ibuprofen medication... actually i just take a lot of ibuprofen it's not really a medication. and that reminded me of the movie daredevil. i was flipping channels and it was on so I watched it for like three minutes. ben affleck took a bunch of aspirin and put them in his mouth and started CHEWING ON THEM. why did he chew the aspirin, is it because he's daredevil? i dont' consider chewing aspirin daring at all, just unnecessarily gross. get some water affleck, you might be daredevil but that doesn't mean you can go around chewing aspirin just because everybody else takes it with water. why don't you eat some poop next, that's pretty daring.

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i didn't play ffxi tonight because i iddn't want to stay up til 5am and feel like shit the next day, but it looks like I did that anyway just not playing ffxi.

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tonight at work was kind of shitty and kind of not. it was shitty because it was pretty busy. it wasn't shitty because we kept it under control and i was impressed with myself for being so awesome. on top of that, i no longer give a shit about people anymore. to clarify that, i don't care about telling people what to do anymore, i just tell them to do it, and if they don't do it, i tell them to do it again except scary, and they do it. somebody gave me the finger after I told them to get ice, actually two fingers, and i just laughed at him as he got ice. it's because i'm the man.

anyway there's this guy that's been working there maybe five months at the most talking about how he's going to get promoted to assistant manager. i assume he's full of shit but it pisses me off that he would think that and it pisses me off that it would even be a possibility if it's true. so i decided that if he becomes assistant manager, i will quit. no notice. just leave. if I don't have a car, i'll get a walking start and get picked up along the way. it's probably nothing. but it would be such a spit in the face if it's true. i've worked harder than that guy, i've worked more than that guy, i've worked longer than that guy. all of my logic points to bullshit, but then again, anything's possible... i mean look at the latest addition to the line of QA's. nick knows what I'm talking about.

i'm leaving names out of this for fear of somebody finding their name and finding that i'm actually a vitriolic asshole instead of a nice guy. also, i'm not jumping to conclusions yet because i haven't heard it from the person himself, but from somebody else telling me. probably just the old rumor mill churning, you know how stuff can get over there, one person says one thing the next person skews it a bit and so on until it's something totally different than what it is. i'm actually 98% sure it's bullshit... don't even know why i'm pissed in the first place, considering i was planning on quitting for at least two months now... not sure about that now but I definitely am going to start looking for a better job once I get some form of transportation... seems to just keep getting delayed

Posted by at January 16, 2005 04:24 AM