anybody that knows me, knows that a few months ago I kicked an addiction that caused me to sit around for hours doing practically nothing. and i was happy sitting around for hours doing nothing. after a while though, I decided that it wasn't for me anymore and I quit. since then i've kind of become restless, a lot of stuff in my life has changed for the better but also for the worse also. i was no longer happy with what i was doing with my life and I felt that i needed to take initiative and do something to get my life back on track. but after taking that step, i'm yet again at a standstill and it's even worse than before because it's right there in front of me. this has made me even more depressed.
and depression leads to bad things, i have given into temptation and fallen back into the self-destructive addiction that caused me to be content with sitting around for hours doing nothing. i'm so ashamed of myself...
...that's right, i resubscribed ffxi.
Posted by at January 12, 2005 02:24 AMwell, I hope you enjoy it more this time around Joe. I've always had fun with it, but my fun is different from everyone elses I think =P
Anyways, hope to see you on, though I'm on a lot less of late, b/c I got some other things I need to work on, like family website stuff.
Posted by: JP at January 12, 2005 11:38 AM