Funran to the Max!

Late Night

It's 4 am and once again I can't sleep. This has been happening a lot lately, I don't know why.

I guess I'm the first person to update since Joe did in December, man and even he was the first since I did, last September. No one updates anymore, maybe I can start a new trend. I always look at Jayjay's website about Quakecon and wonder if it will take another Quakecon for him to update again. He used to be good at it, him and Erik both. Come on guys!

I guess JP has always been good at updating, maybe we can get him to do some updating now. Come on guys, update! At least he isn't calling me randomly and screaming into the phone "UPDATE YOUR WEB PAGE LOOSER!" In fact, I think just talking about him doing that will invite him to do it again, shit.

What's up with me and my life? Not much, life is life. It's full of shit and disapointment, regret and remorse. Sometimes fun stuff happens, or I go to a movie, thats always fun. I try to keep busy, keep occupied, keep things off my mind, but it doesn't work. Wow bores me, video games bore me, they don't keep my interest. I've been spending most of my free time watching TV shows on the PC, House, Six Feet Under, Rome, and Deadwood. God I love all those shows. But games haven't been doing it for me much anymore. I'm trying to get back into Final Fantasy XII, and it's working some, but still feel like I'm missing this huge chunk of what my life should be like. The way I want it to be like. I can't play video games my whole life not thinking about the consequence of what I'm doing. I need a job, a real job, like I've said recently a "big boy job". I'm tired of working retail in the mall, that's not a job. I hope this year I can land a job, and save money. I don't know if money will make me happy, but it cant hurt?

I graduate in May, but I still have one more class to take during the summer before I get my degree. A degree in Communication, for those of you who don't remember. What does a fella like me do with a degree in Communication? I don't know, theres jobs out there though, maybe I'll get one of them.

I want to see everyone at Akon and Quakecon this year, we should start talking about it if it's necessary. I want to go, bad, I need to go. I need to spend time with my friends, get drunk with them, run around and be a kid again. Trips with your friends are awesome, trips with my friends are awesome. I know pepe won't be there at Akon this year :( but he will be back from his mission intime for Quakecon. Sadly I think JP will miss both for similar reasons. Too bad.

I hope everyone's life is going well. Seems like Erik and Tara have it made, I couldn't be happier for those two! Yay for life! I hope everyone else is doing well, as well. Rumor has it that Matt and Jennifer are getting married on the 20th of March ( I think?)! Yay! Maybe a trip to Tulsa is just what I need right now.

Posted by nick at February 22, 2007 04:17 AM