I Have Far to Go Before I Sleep
Thursday, April 29th, 2004Many things to discuss so I will jump right in. First off, I hope that school is wrapping up nicely for everyone. I know that it can be a very stressful time of year and I hope everyone passes their classes.
First off, Best Buy did not work out. I placed a phone call on Tuesday to the supervisor that gave me my first actual interview. He acted annoyed that I had bothered to return a phone call ? whatever. I intend to apply at the other various electronic stores and hope that Wal-Mart is a last resort.
I am currently in super money saving mode. I temporarily canceled my Final Fantasy XI accounts yesterday. As soon as I get paid I intend to re-active my content id’s, but until then don’t expect to see me in game.
I have decided to set some goals for the short term in things I wish to accomplish. I have had quite a bit of time off to think about life and what I want to do for the rest of it. I certainly have a joy for computers but I wonder if I have been focusing my energy in the wrong places. I seem to waste a lot of time on the computer ? just like the rest of us. Anyway, I have been out of school for the past year both to take time off since I didn’t enjoy school as well as the problem of paying for it (remember that my dad works two jobs). I doubt that anyone knew this but I didn’t want to waste what little spare money was around to do something I was not sure I wanted to do and complete ? that was the reason for coming back. Some of you may think it is silly or stupid and everyone is entitled to their opinion and I would enjoy hearing yours if you are willing to share. I can remember back in high school that I actually enjoyed programming, I was very serious about doing some aspect of game design. I loved computers and I loved video games so it just made sense. I had the idea that I should do the college thing and get that taken care of and then go after gaming. During the course of college I thought it would be easier just to ride the train and get a job just like everyone else, mm mm lazy. Therefore I think it is time to shift gears. Doing the web stuff for a year is fun and I intend to try my hand at it ?freelance? with various parties here in town for some extra cash until the game thing takes off. I hope to start investing my time picking up the pieces and becoming active in the mod community. I have a ton of things to learn but I always love a challenge and maybe it will land me a job eventually and no matter what it should be fun. For the time being I am only going to consider it a hobby and hope that things work out for me.
In retrospect part of me wishes I would have stuck out things at TU. If I had kept my nose to the grindstone I would have been done in about a year or so, oops =(. While it is a really expensive piece of paper it makes your life a whole lot easier.
On to happier subjects ? Linux. This is the first time I have ever been able to put up with Linux for this length of time. I have everything I need to work (Firefox, mp3s, emule, etc) and even using the bloated KDE things seem faster than windows. I find myself only loading Windows XP to fire up games that do not perform as well in Linux (or at all for that matter). I really want an NTFS write driver that is awesome so I can write to my windows drive instead of just read from it. I should probably just take more space off the windows drive and make some more Linux partitions, we shall see. Time to give Linux a gold star and here is why. Last night i made a roll up XPSP1 boot CD that included a lot of the windows updates. Mike needed to repair his XP installation and something with the roll up trashed his computer. I unplugged my hard drive, plugged it into his machine and booted into Linux and copied ALL of his files from inside X windows within minutes. I was completely shocked at how easy it was, especially with KDE working as well. To put icing on the cake we found out that I did not have enough free space on my drive to backup some DVD’s. I searched the Gentoo forums and found the burning application of choice k3b. I was worried that Linux would complicate the whole damn process as it tends to do, but in this case it did not. I installed k3b, put in a blank DVD, and burning commenced. Just as easy as NERO, and pretty as well. All I have to say is wow.
AYB has been hanging at my house due to some personal reasons that I can not share here or in private. It’s good to have the company and someone to call me names all the time! Fun times, fun times.
Sorry for the long post, hopefully you were able to read it all =P. Time to go fill out job applications, yay =/.
Hopefully the next post won’t be far off, so enjoy the last of your finals (or dead week @ OU) and be sure to have a good weekend.