Busy Mind
I need some direction in life, my recent un-employment has gotten me thinking too much and worrying too much about the future. I am trying to “take a break” and I don’t feel less stressed. Sure its nice not to hear bitching everyday but I wish I could lock in some nice long term plans instead of wondering what is going to happen.
Uncertainty sucks, lots.
Sorry if I have been short with anyone, or not exactly myself recently or even more so in the past year or so. I want to feel like life is fun again instead of a chore or a constant worry about what this is going to do, I am not asking for a party lifestyle or anything, just less worries. Perhaps given enough time I will figure things out and my worries and stress will leave me.
MMM LAN — hey guys its soon right?
March 10th, 2004 at 3:41 am
^^
LAN at jayjay’s
don’t worry jayjay, I’ll make some chocolate heaven, all worries will melt away.
maybe some chicken quesodias (however spelled)
March 10th, 2004 at 7:38 am
yea man… no since in worrying about not worrying for a while… live it up for a bit.
March 10th, 2004 at 1:08 pm
JP: quesadillas
Nilla: Everyone wonders sometimes what’s gunna happen in the future. What I try to do is make sure I’m not totally fucked in a worst case scenario situation. If I know I can withstand the worst life has to offer then it’s a lot easier handling the minor annoying stuff. Having great friends helps too. You’ve always got us here for you. That goes for everyone. My door, AIM window, cell phone, etc. is always open.